why not the others,why must it still be you?
Sunday, June 15, 2008
i don't get it,seriously i don't.
apparently im a liar?
since when did i lied to you amber?
when?
you said to her i lied to you a lot,and then you cant take it anymore.
wtf,YOU LEFT ME OKAY.
all alone to pick up the pieces all by myself without knowing why,
and now you said i lied?
i never did okay,never once i lied when im with you.
you left so suddenly,
with no goodbyes and how is that my fault?
am i a joke to you?
its all clearer now.
i get the picture.
were you just pretending?
from the start,is it all an act?
when you said all those things,that i keep replaying on my mind over and over again..
you never meant it did you.
i was just another game.
you never did loved me at all.
did you?
i guess after all i knew deep inside,all those answers to my own questions.
but i just kept denying that fact cause i wanna keep holding on.
because i tell myself that you did ever loved me,
and i don't ever want to forget that.
i don't want to forget your beautiful brown eyes,
your warm embrace..your cute smirk that you have.
even though you only exsist in my meagre memories,
i still treasure it with all my might.
in every detail..like the first time we met.
21january,what you wore..what you said.
all those little moments we shared.
all because i love you amber.
i love you so very much.
and i will still love you.
even if you don't love me back.
