mr photographer,i think im ready for my closeup.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
make sure you catch me from my good side:)
I make believe that you are here.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
its the only way,i see clear.
what have i done,you seem to move on easy.
he doubted my sanity.
; .......
happy 21st yan.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
you know i will always be here,
right here like always:)
i love you,lian.
oh baby baby its a wild world.
Monday, February 23, 2009
fucked up teenagers with awesome accents.
SKINS, how could i not love this.
the quiet time before the dawn.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
; mornings when you use to be here.
hour by hour,one day at a time.
im going to be better than your stupid drag looking girl,ben.
hold on to myself and dont look back.
like a lie i told a thousand times,
dreaming of the things that never were.
so lets just say goodbye,forever.
i dont care if hurts.
Saturday, February 21, 2009
i want to have control.
you know better than to eff me over.
its so fucking stupid why some people want to outdo something but they're still closed up inside.
come on my pitch was great then the ever common black and white shitt. seriously. its like all parties are BLACK AND WHITE,its time for a fucking change. and why cant my voice at least stand out for a minute. you guys dont even think that i put much thought in it. you guys go have your stupid party. im not coming,and even if i do i aint gonna conform to the stupid lifeless bunch of theme there is. trust me i aint gonna do a thing. i mean you all got everything planned out right. so no need for my hand. and frankly why would i want to be in a party where i have to do alot, and surrounded by "civilised" fucking polite saints all over. yah im a bitch,so what is new right? and yes i am throwing a hissy fit and making such a big fuss over..well nothing. fuck it.
in need for a cut.
there is nothing left to prove.
Friday, February 20, 2009
; no use to deny this simple truth.
feels like tomorrow.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
for wb,because i miss you so.
like before.
its like fresh air.
every puff taste so sweet.
orange tips.
after taste lingers just for a second..
and its gone.
