it gets harder everyday
Friday, July 30, 2010
Well I try to live without you,I hope you're doing fine.
And if you ever wonder, I'm lonely here tonight.
And if you ever wonder, I'm lonely here tonight.
internet savvy
Wednesday, July 28, 2010


webcam is pretty much seals it for me.
somehow
Monday, July 26, 2010

i missed you more.
and you're never going to know.
and you're never going to know.
they say life goes on
Thursday, July 22, 2010
it's hard, but i'm trying.
The Strand
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
random poker monday with my girls.
weekend
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
packed weekend, after you left.
funny how i dont think of you as much.
funny how i dont think of you as much.
overdue
Saturday, July 17, 2010
been too heartbroken to update.
but nonetheless.
happy 24th elfie.
but nonetheless.
happy 24th elfie.
nom nom nom
rainy fridays.
Thursday, July 15, 2010
so this is goodbye
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
you decided we're not worth a chance.
you decided that there is no point to this relationship.
so this is it.
goodbye.
to stupid phone calls.
random sing alongs.
cute fights and secret kisses.
i love you,i do.
i dont know what went wrong.
i dont know what i did.
i dont know why you stopped loving me.
but i love you.
always.
take care of yourself.
i wish you all the best in the world Al.
goodbye.
snorlax.
you decided that there is no point to this relationship.
so this is it.
goodbye.
to stupid phone calls.
random sing alongs.
cute fights and secret kisses.
i love you,i do.
i dont know what went wrong.
i dont know what i did.
i dont know why you stopped loving me.
but i love you.
always.
take care of yourself.
i wish you all the best in the world Al.
goodbye.
snorlax.
because i thought you're the one thats going to save me.
Monday, July 12, 2010
you said you loved me more. you said you're going to stay. but why did you leave? why? you sealed up the once broken heart then you tore it open now. deeper than before. is it me? is there someone else? why? why now? why now is that you decided to stop. why did you say you love me? why did you make me believe. all was fine until that. no fights no quarrels. why did you say all that when you know its going to break me?why say youre sorry? why lead me on? when i truly believed in your words? your comforting words that blankets me through everything. now its gone. over. done. and i dont know what i am supposed to do anymore. i really dont.
i was the one who have always loved you more
you lied.
you broke my heart.
now, for real.
you lied.
you lied.
why?
you broke my heart.
now, for real.
you lied.
you lied.
why?
catim 197
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Maybe, In 10 years time.
Again? As sups?
Again? As sups?
within weeks.
You guys have grown on me.
I will miss everybody so fucking much.
All the little chats, early dinners.
The inside jokes, mandarin calls.
Somehow we've gotten so close..
Then the end.
I'll never forget this.
Every one every thing.
Department of Statistics.
Slack Club.
I will miss everybody so fucking much.
All the little chats, early dinners.
The inside jokes, mandarin calls.
Somehow we've gotten so close..
Then the end.
I'll never forget this.
Every one every thing.
Department of Statistics.
Slack Club.


