oh yes, it hurts.

cracks in the pavement.

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

love jetties,hates stupid dslrs.

{ 12:57 AM }

you packed up and evaporated.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

im so afraid that the last bits i have of you almost vacated.

{ 5:39 AM }

an apple a day keeps the doctor away.

danish zul iman
2 years old.
(p.s;he shares the same bithdate with (gasp!) ed westwick)

{ 3:32 AM }

satu satu iman sayang saper?

Saturday, June 27, 2009

happy 2nd baby!!
i love you so so so so much.

{ 2:41 AM }

everyone is all paired up.

Friday, June 26, 2009

except me.
great.
super great.
awesome.
fuckawesome.

NOT.

{ 3:04 AM }

you stupid cheating bastard.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

you still want me dont you?
eeww.

{ 3:38 PM }

i can hardly contain myself!

CANNOT WAIT!!
TRIPPPPPP SOON.
YAY!

{ 2:43 AM }

choking on words i'll always hide.

Monday, June 22, 2009

please wear that face,the one where you smile.
forgive me first love.

{ 3:16 AM }

i hope the sun will shine again for me and i will make it in the end.

{ 2:19 AM }

strike three!

Sunday, June 21, 2009

AND YOU'RE OUT STUPID NEEDY BITCH.
DONT ACT LIKE YOU'RE SORRY,AND PLEASE DONT PRETEND TO BE MY FRIEND.
BECAUSE YOU NEVER WERE.

{ 6:08 AM }

i think you just spoke my mind.

Friday, June 19, 2009

please just shut the fuck up.

{ 2:04 AM }

good to be back old friend.

despite the fact that you look and smell like shit.
:)

{ 1:56 AM }

our broken story

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

YOU PUT THE DESPERATE DOUBT INTO ME.

{ 11:43 AM }

love over lust.

Monday, June 15, 2009

is it even within reach?

{ 3:30 AM }

you can put any face behind a mask.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

but be careful
someone else might be pretending.

{ 3:08 AM }

wasted my saturday night all because of you stupid.

fuck la,
why ask me out when you're going to bail anyway!

{ 2:10 AM }

mind games.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

WHAT EXACTLY DO YOU WANT FROM ME?
SERIOUSLY,IM SICK OF THIS.
FUCK IT.

{ 2:53 AM }

oh the drama!

Friday, June 12, 2009

what in the world were you thinking you moron.

{ 3:26 AM }

jun 11 2009,3:47pm

Thursday, June 11, 2009

YOU ACTUALLY ACKNOWLEDGED ME.
OMFG.
i miss you,amber.

{ 5:50 PM }

on repeat,someone save me.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

loved you forever,
i guess thats the problem.

{ 4:15 AM }

that side everyone dont see.

trying so hard to live up to expectations.
but i cant please everyone.
i just cant.

im sorry.

{ 2:59 AM }

for i have sinned.

WHY?
ITS NOT EVEN MY FAULT.
OR EMIL'S.
WHY ARE YOU BLAMING US?
ITS NOT FAIR.
SHE IS MY SISTER,NOT YOUR FUCKING PUNCHING BAG.

I REALLY HATE YOU,
I REALLY DO.

{ 2:15 AM }

the deepest cut.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

you just left me hanging.

{ 4:24 AM }

today i am an angry little fuck.

Monday, June 8, 2009

now who's afraid of the big black wolf.
;pissed,extremely.

{ 1:28 AM }

hold my hand and dont let it go.

Friday, June 5, 2009

someone like you,
please.

{ 2:46 AM }

a sudden rush of you passed me by.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

as they tear through my skin
leaving no signs of pain
no wounds to mend.

but it still hurts though.

{ 2:36 AM }

wanna resolve things in a bloodier way?

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

so what do you say to somebody you hate?

{ 2:16 AM }

for one second there,i thought i've lost it all

Monday, June 1, 2009

little things.
eyes,lips,voice.
words,touch,scent.
memory.

but then i shut them lids tight
space out my mind.
and you crawl back
vividly then before
filling out that still vacant place
the one you crushed
the one where im still not willing
to let anyone,even myself in.

and somehow
its like a painful relieve
to know that i still have you with me
though all along living in solitary.

{ 4:22 AM }