because you deserve an apology,and you know im no goood at that.

that entry wasn't just for you,its for everybody i know and you know who they are.and you gotta understand i wrote that isn a state of lonliness and confusion,of all those amber shit.you know why im always cranky.you know,that kinda feeling when you're all alone in your little world and the everybody just seem to walk out on you and you have no one to call your own,you just have to smile and bask in their happines instead. really i need to get him out of my system,it's just been too damn long.and i am trying,believe me i am.but still,im sorry,if i have hurt you in any way possible,but you do know im not the sort who would talk about anything at all.therefore,i have to apologise through this,and i hope you'll forgive mewith all your heart,and we'll stay this way forever.you and i.i love you babe,and i want you to know that,even if i dont say it often.even if i ever did say i don't.