humbled.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
in the past week,i have met people in all walks of life.
some nice,some not very nice.
work can be a really humbling process.
and somehow it had taught me to be a little bit more appreciative of what i already have,
rather than moping around for something i dont own.
anymore.
YOU.
the post is going out to you.
again,as usual.
i want to thank you.
i cant have you but at least i had you before and its enough.
thanks for making me believe in it.
for making it real.
for making me feel that at least for once in my life that i was special.
even if it was for a short moment.
i'll probably gonna still cry,
still mope around over you in times to come,
but for now, i just feel really content with my life.
i had it and i lost it.
but it is really okay.
you probably did it just to hurt me,
well it worked you hurt me.
and now there's nothing else i can do.
i know by writing this again and again,
its making me sound like some pathetic loser that cant seem to move on.
but i dont care,
i cant let go.
and im still clinging on by a thread of hope that isnt even there.
i heard it gets better in time.
will it?
