in white tee.
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
i saw you today.flashbacks of happiness and tears.
mind blocked.
chest constricted.
i felt like running away.
i felt like chasing after you.
i didnt know what to do.
i didnt know whether it was real or just a figment of my imagination.
you were there.
right beside me,with a fag in hand.
yet you didnt say anything.
not even a smile.
busy talking to your stupid friends.
i know you saw me.
i know you did.
but you didnt even care.
did you?
i hate you so so much.
wh cant you say a simple hello.
i was right there.
what did i ever do to deserve this.
you seem happy enough.
that is good enough for me.
i know you dont care anymore,
its okay.
its going to be okay.
im going to make myself believe that.
i miss you so much.
