three broken stars.
Saturday, September 27, 2008
i received a card today.from my brother whose away.
and the sudden rush of overwhelming emotions gushed through.
and i missed him.
i hope he's going to be okay.
i really hope he will be.
all plans were kinda fucked up.
thanks a lot dear friend.
you've changed and you know it.
its not just me who noticed.
but if this is how you want to treat your friends,
then fine.
but please,
a relationship filled with lies and control wont get far.
maybe it will,
its not up for me to say.
but we all agreed that your first choice was a much better candidate.
i hope shes not the wrong one.
i sincerly do hope you're happier this way.
i missed the old you.
before everything else.
eating ice kachang in an unknown heartland.
talking laughing,
just being free.
i missed my friend.
the one who cares.
who said things are going to be better.
not the ignorant attached to the hip person you are now.
and the orion belt is ours.
you me kyle's.
so please dont get into the picture.
dont fake it.
dont try to be our friend.
just dont.
i dont hate you,
really i dont.
i just dont like you.
and theres a difference.
and i know you dont like me either.
so lets just keep things that way.
and lets just pretend,
to be nice to each other.
for her sake.
