dreaming.
Saturday, November 8, 2008
i cried last night because i dont remember your face.
and it scares me to think that im slowly letting go
without realising that sometimes i dont even miss you at all.
i will lose all sense of direction because holding on to what little i have
is the only way you're in my life and when everything's gone,
what more do i have?
i try,to take on something new but somehow
it always leads back to you.
i may forget your face,
but those words still haunt me in my sleep,
and sometimes i lay awake in the middle of the night
i hear those whispers and turn on the lights but you're not there.
you were never there.
the words ring in my ears, barely audible but i heard it.
it may not be real,
you may not even say it at the first place
but it never fails to tear.
i hug my pillow so tight,and brush my fingers on my cheeks
close my eyes and relive that night.
i wish i can stay that way forever.
your warmth keeps me sane.
it hurts so bad when i think of you,
even more when i miss you.
when will this ever end.
what if i never let go?
