sometimes.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
to pretend im okay.
to make believe im over you.
to deny it never did happen and everything was fine.
but sometimes,
visions of you just popped.
out of nowhere, interrupting my train of thoughts.
so vividly sometimes i think you're there.
it scares me at times,
cause i cant tell reality from truth.
but it still hurts though,
to still pretend you're here and i didnt notice.
(oh mr ted,i just cant wait!)


