so much for partying.
so much of getting high and drunk for one fucked up year.
everything changes with one untimely decision.
i hate this.
i fucking hate helpless moments like this when everything is just not going according to my grand plan. seriously i just feel like cutting each vein up and make a bloody mess out of it.
i am super pissed off i want to punch someone right in the face and break his nose or something
i know its a little bit drastic just because of a cancelled out thing but seriously!
birthday sucked for the past 3 years, LAST YEAR COUNTDOWN WAS FUCKED UP and now this?!!!!! i was so looking forward to fuck 08 up and now its fucking me up.
i had big plans.
i fucking hate making plans.
i am so not gonna make anymore plans.
fuck la 09 is off to a fucked up start.
one more bad year.
i can feel it in my bones.
{ 2:45 AM }

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